"...and i see you standing there wanting more from me and all i can do is try..." Today somehow I'm more tuned to old music, some of which i grew listening to, they remind me more of a beautiful childhood than nostalgia, its giving me teary eyed moments, some music suddenly make so much sense… Continue reading Try (reflection session)
We only said goodbye with words, I died a thousands times, You go back to her and i go back to.. blaaaack, blaaaaack I do like this song by the late Amy Winehouse and maybe it explains why moving on is the best thing for us all. I enjoy your company both physical and distant… Continue reading bad timing?
Staring at this blank screen, so much to do yet still paralyzed, who to blame for this, no one but me still unfocused Let's try a change of scenery and see if this will work.
Why unspoken, because it's mostly spoken in whispers with very, very few people in close range of familiarity, at least that's my part of the story. I hate it, i really do, and when it just about to come and bite me in the ass, i always have some surreal moments:changing swinging moods, acne, migraine's,… Continue reading The unspoken
This ship is going down, that's what my feels, my feelings are saying, BUT My mind says it's not, this cannot be the end, I cannot go down this, your build to bend and not break. What are you trying to prove? to whom? Why? Why can't you answer this, Why is this so cliche?… Continue reading Down, it’s going down!
I accept that we are not ment to be but I miss you more than I'd like to admit I think about you a lot even if I deny it over and over again I deeply care about you even though I fight to show it I need you just as much as you to… Continue reading Conflicting thoughts
Lately I've been binge watching on the #walkaway movement that's trending in the USA, trying to understand why it's happening, people's stories on why the are choosing to shift and have an open mind to something new and definitely to change from the left i.e the democrats, liberals, socialist, capitalist vs the alt right i.e… Continue reading The shift
In deep need of one, And no, not one from a surgeon but from He who I search for It turned to stone, it broke another's and finally it broke itself too It can't seem to trust but somehow it cares deeply Sometimes it seems to give mixed signals maybe, just maybe to ward off… Continue reading A heart surgery
Is a long time to wait for you Can't it be today, this hour, this second, this minute I hold my breath and a deep sigh As I wait for you to fill up, The pace your taking is slower than the tortoise, much more than the snail Perhaps as slow as drops of honey… Continue reading Forever
It was a cliche' Heard it one too many times Can you explain, describe or even state it Only to yourself cause your shadow to leaves Only to your Maker for he knew you before you were in your mother's womb Why are you worried about it? Why are have you stopped in your lane… Continue reading Who are you, really?